Today was tough, physically and emotionally. I did a lot of work on acceptance, both of the situation and of myself. Deep down, I've never, ever felt that I did enough, that I was good enough. Something switched today, and I truly believed that I'm doing everything that I can do, I'm handling a bad situation well, I'm stronger than I've ever given myself credit for being, and I will get through this.
I am looking for ways to treat myself well. Today, it was with comfort food. I didn't have any greens, and well, that's just the way it is. Tomorrow, I will cook my beautiful greens, and I will choose one way to take care of myself that doesn't involve food.
I will get through this. If there's one thing for which I'm grateful, it's that I'm not eating sugar and junk food. I know what I would have justified doing, and it would have left me sick and in a sugar coma! I am SO glad I'm far, far away from all of that and will never go back to it!
Breakfast: Black Cherry Oats Cereal
Lunch: Buffalo Cauliflower; Ranch Dressing
Orange
Dinner: Baked French Fries, Vegan Cheeze Sauce; Black Beans Mix; Wine
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